Last night I wasn’t, we’ll say nice, last night I wasn’t nice to someone who means a lot to me. I could give you a thousand reasons, but I have no idea if any of them are true. I could blame my grandparents, I could say that their constant arguments have made me depressed again. But that’s not fair to them. I could say it was the nightmare, that I was afraid of losing you so I thought pushing you away would be better. But that makes no sense. I have all these reasons. I was going to walk by myself, clear my head. You had other ideas. Walking with you was more relaxing then I thought it would be. Thank you. If I had walked alone the bad thoughts would have accompanied me.