I’m trying to keep a distance. Getting close to people gets messy. My friends ask me all the time if I’m with you, I tell them no. That’s when they give me that look. You know the look that says ‘oh but I bet you want to be’. Hell ya I want to be, but I’m not ready. I’ve been through a lot of shit. You have been too. I understand. That doesn’t mean I won’t think about it, or wish for it, it just means I won’t be mad when you fall for someone else. There is no point in arguing over it.