Have you ever wanted something you can’t have? Have you ever had something just barely out of reach? I thought for once that maybe I am as good as he claims, but then I realized he was just out of reach. It was such an awful feeling, the fire that was eating away at my chest, and the smoke that was cause my pleas to be silence and my eyes to water. I didn’t move. I just kept crying. What did I do to deserve this pain? Why can’t I be good enough for once? Why did I let this happen? Good bye.