I find it strange how you can spend all night crying, but still smile in the morning like nothing happened. I’ve gotten good at it. Good at letting the lie crack my face. I have tried getting better. I even said hi to someone who might help. I am getting better, I didn’t let the anxiety control me. It was a disaster though, a hit an’ run. I said hi, then I quickly left for class. In a way just saying hi did help, but not enough for me to forget my tear stained cheeks. I just want to forget, but I can’t. I need help.


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