Im somewhere in between. I’m not overly good, or overly bad. I’m not happy, but I’m not sad. Do I want fire or rain from a thunder storm? I’m somewhere in between and it’s killing me. I can’t make up my mind. Which one is better? Do either really care? Am I ready? Am I ready to deal with the chaos that will closely follow either event? What happens if I’m not? What damage will this cause? I guess I’ll just have to find out.