I have gone through many ups, and downs in my some what short life, mostly downs to be honest. I always tried to look for the positive though, I will admit sometimes I didn’t try very hard, but there were also times that no matter how hard I tried I could not find the good. Today even though I’m sick with worry, I still can’t stop thinking about those blue eyes. Today those eyes are my positive. Today it is their beautiful blue that is keeping me from worrying myself to death. Not only is handsome, but he is a writer, it makes for the most amazing combination.