It has been so long since I’ve felt pain like this. I feel lost. I want to be with you, but you’re afraid of being with me. To be honest a dagger to the heart would have felt better than this. I want it to end. This is too much. I just want to be with you, but it doesn’t seem like you want to be with me. I know it’s not true I know you want to be with me, but you are not the only one who over thinks things.